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Monday, November 26, 2007
Reflections part 1
Isn't it usual, when a group of of people become friends, when the time comes for them to walk their own path, at least they wanted to spend their time together, celebrating the friendship bonded between them.
I'm talking about the exams...
Yes, I was really looking forward to spend my time together with my friends, after the hard work we'd been studying together, and along the process we played, joked and went on our usual ways which makes each one of us special and easily remembered.
I planned a lot of things even before the exam ended.
Watching movies, work our own way to the endings of a few video games, 'TV episodes' marathon, futsal, dota, and most importantly, eat eat eat together.
Nonetheless, everything depends on god's will...
After the exams, I missed the trip to Port Dickson. That was a hard blow.
I couldn't go there because my uncles and aunts are going to Mekah for pilgrimage. What can I do, since family is more important than friends...
Everything went awry from there on. I had to leave a day after they came from PD. And some of them are leaving earlier, and I'm not going to attend the Corroboree.
I don't have much time left...
To cut things short :
* Kay, his FarCry game has yet to reach its end.
* Then, the Prison Break marathon with Zahin, only went as far as the fifth episode.
* Botbot, I wanted to copy a piece of your humongous anime collection, but time was too restricting.
* Syami, what happened to our Sakaki Makio? We haven't yet known whether he will graduate or not.
* Acis and Frendy, sorry we couldn't nuclear bomb everyone in Civilization 4 game as we arranged earlier.
* Although it's kinda rare to see the likes of Epul nowadays, we haven't yet sat side by side watching a WWE pay-per-view and guess who'll win the heavyweight championship.
* Heck, I even downloaded a lot (and I mean it) of horror movies to watch with Radhzlan, but where is he when I need him?
* Syed, sorry for I forgotten to burn the Virtua Tennis 3 cd and I even left u wondering how the heck I could download a movie without using torrent.
* I also had something very cool to show to Atif, but yet he left so early I didn't even notice it.
* Az, I thought of bringing my gamepad and show my skills in a football match in Winning Eleven.
My god....there were waaaayy too many misses...
I wouldn't want this to happen, but, I still had a chance for futsal with some (although I really hoped that everyone would come) of the regulars. It's fun, and this probably will be one of the few important things that I would remember for a long time. Then I received a gift from a friend, and some o' the boys accompanied me getting off from Ridzuan. I was really glad for that. To be the very least, I won't feel that lonely.
It's not easy to handle disappointments. Especially when one comes after another. It's like falling from a stairs, where you will receive one hit on each step. In the end, you will feel pain all over your body.
And, now I understand why people always say that...time is precious.
I'm talking about the exams...
Yes, I was really looking forward to spend my time together with my friends, after the hard work we'd been studying together, and along the process we played, joked and went on our usual ways which makes each one of us special and easily remembered.
I planned a lot of things even before the exam ended.
Watching movies, work our own way to the endings of a few video games, 'TV episodes' marathon, futsal, dota, and most importantly, eat eat eat together.
Nonetheless, everything depends on god's will...
After the exams, I missed the trip to Port Dickson. That was a hard blow.
I couldn't go there because my uncles and aunts are going to Mekah for pilgrimage. What can I do, since family is more important than friends...
Everything went awry from there on. I had to leave a day after they came from PD. And some of them are leaving earlier, and I'm not going to attend the Corroboree.
I don't have much time left...
To cut things short :
* Kay, his FarCry game has yet to reach its end.
* Then, the Prison Break marathon with Zahin, only went as far as the fifth episode.
* Botbot, I wanted to copy a piece of your humongous anime collection, but time was too restricting.
* Syami, what happened to our Sakaki Makio? We haven't yet known whether he will graduate or not.
* Acis and Frendy, sorry we couldn't nuclear bomb everyone in Civilization 4 game as we arranged earlier.
* Although it's kinda rare to see the likes of Epul nowadays, we haven't yet sat side by side watching a WWE pay-per-view and guess who'll win the heavyweight championship.
* Heck, I even downloaded a lot (and I mean it) of horror movies to watch with Radhzlan, but where is he when I need him?
* Syed, sorry for I forgotten to burn the Virtua Tennis 3 cd and I even left u wondering how the heck I could download a movie without using torrent.
* I also had something very cool to show to Atif, but yet he left so early I didn't even notice it.
* Az, I thought of bringing my gamepad and show my skills in a football match in Winning Eleven.
My god....there were waaaayy too many misses...
I wouldn't want this to happen, but, I still had a chance for futsal with some (although I really hoped that everyone would come) of the regulars. It's fun, and this probably will be one of the few important things that I would remember for a long time. Then I received a gift from a friend, and some o' the boys accompanied me getting off from Ridzuan. I was really glad for that. To be the very least, I won't feel that lonely.
It's not easy to handle disappointments. Especially when one comes after another. It's like falling from a stairs, where you will receive one hit on each step. In the end, you will feel pain all over your body.
And, now I understand why people always say that...time is precious.
Friday, September 21, 2007
Jump
When you are walking, then you came by a gap in front of you
What would you do?
Jump across, of course.
But.......
Sometimes you have to turn around
Because,
If you jump,
You may not stop walking and lose your way back....
What would you do?
Jump across, of course.
But.......
Sometimes you have to turn around
Because,
If you jump,
You may not stop walking and lose your way back....
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Additionally Less
There are times in my life that I could sense that something is declining, especially in numbers.
Take this analogy for example :
If we have only 10 balls, but for a full-length tennis tournament to run properly, we probably need more than that, let's say 500 balls at the very least.
So....what should we do?
Buy a hefty lots and lots and lots of tennis balls!!! And then pool it together, so it will reach the minimum number required.
Let's say, you don't know how much balls you bought, and you only want 500 balls in the basket so you can save the rest for later games.
In the basket, there are only 10 balls. If you add one more tennis ball into the basket, the total will be 11. When you add another, it will become 12 and so on. And as you are adding the balls, you're counting one by one.
At the end of the day, when you're confident that you've put in 490 balls, you count it back to make sure that the total is 500.
But, when counted, it seemed to be that the total is not 500 as needed.
Why is that?
Isn't it perplexing?
Maybe you lost count when you're adding the balls.
Or maybe you're adding 500 more balls instead of 490.
When recounting, perhaps you missed one or two.
Or even some balls may not fall into the basket as you're putting them in.
Probably it's just a weakness of us humans.
When we're adding something one by one, as they total up to a large amount, we tend to miss some of them out from our limited sight.
Then, the numbers decline unnoticed, until it is already too late for everything to revert back to normal.
Yea...until it's too late for everything
Take this analogy for example :
If we have only 10 balls, but for a full-length tennis tournament to run properly, we probably need more than that, let's say 500 balls at the very least.
So....what should we do?
Buy a hefty lots and lots and lots of tennis balls!!! And then pool it together, so it will reach the minimum number required.
Let's say, you don't know how much balls you bought, and you only want 500 balls in the basket so you can save the rest for later games.
In the basket, there are only 10 balls. If you add one more tennis ball into the basket, the total will be 11. When you add another, it will become 12 and so on. And as you are adding the balls, you're counting one by one.
At the end of the day, when you're confident that you've put in 490 balls, you count it back to make sure that the total is 500.
But, when counted, it seemed to be that the total is not 500 as needed.
Why is that?
Isn't it perplexing?
Maybe you lost count when you're adding the balls.
Or maybe you're adding 500 more balls instead of 490.
When recounting, perhaps you missed one or two.
Or even some balls may not fall into the basket as you're putting them in.
Probably it's just a weakness of us humans.
When we're adding something one by one, as they total up to a large amount, we tend to miss some of them out from our limited sight.
Then, the numbers decline unnoticed, until it is already too late for everything to revert back to normal.
Yea...until it's too late for everything
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Do you know?
Being a blogger is tough.
Yeah...a blogger like me, I would say.
Because a blogger are ALWAYS expected to put on something fresh and new everytime he is writing up a new blog post. EVERY SINGLE TIME...!
I don't really know how to emphasize this but, this sort of high expectations will make the blogger really sick, and disgusted.
I mean, sick and disgusted of his own posts, becausehe will realize that the posts are already written by other bloggers.
And probably he would feel sick and disgusted of himself too, for being such a dork since he couldn't come up with any new ideas.
Then, he will feel very sick and disgusted about his own blog, and later, will become the victim of unfathomable hatred towards this whole blogging concept.
Being a blogger is such a hassle. Isn't it? Would you think the same way as I am?
NOT!!!!
You're just a friggin reader. Not more than that. So stop complaining.
ps : but i never said to stop commenting
Being a blogger is tough.
Yeah...a blogger like me, I would say.
Because a blogger are ALWAYS expected to put on something fresh and new everytime he is writing up a new blog post. EVERY SINGLE TIME...!
I don't really know how to emphasize this but, this sort of high expectations will make the blogger really sick, and disgusted.
I mean, sick and disgusted of his own posts, becausehe will realize that the posts are already written by other bloggers.
And probably he would feel sick and disgusted of himself too, for being such a dork since he couldn't come up with any new ideas.
Then, he will feel very sick and disgusted about his own blog, and later, will become the victim of unfathomable hatred towards this whole blogging concept.
Being a blogger is such a hassle. Isn't it? Would you think the same way as I am?
NOT!!!!
You're just a friggin reader. Not more than that. So stop complaining.
ps : but i never said to stop commenting
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
See..?
One evening, while I was sitting on a bench, a boy walked past me and said :
"Hey bro, I hate your face...it's like a chocolate chip cookie smashed up by a mallet..."
He smirked, waiting to see my angry face, wanting to have a taste of a quick victory.
I stared at him. A cold, silent stare.
"Aha!" I said. Then I rummaged for something in my left pocket.
"What....you want to call your mummy? Huh?" Grinning wider, and evil too.
I pulled that thing out, slowly, and I put it on my face.
"How do you like it now...huh?" I said, putting on myself a low grin.
He rushed away, seemed to be strung out badly.
Actually,
I put on a Darth Vader mask, while mimicking the famous quote :
" You underestimate the power of the Dark Side! "
I won.
"Hey bro, I hate your face...it's like a chocolate chip cookie smashed up by a mallet..."
He smirked, waiting to see my angry face, wanting to have a taste of a quick victory.
I stared at him. A cold, silent stare.
"Aha!" I said. Then I rummaged for something in my left pocket.
"What....you want to call your mummy? Huh?" Grinning wider, and evil too.
I pulled that thing out, slowly, and I put it on my face.
"How do you like it now...huh?" I said, putting on myself a low grin.
He rushed away, seemed to be strung out badly.
Actually,
I put on a Darth Vader mask, while mimicking the famous quote :
" You underestimate the power of the Dark Side! "
I won.
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
Proggers
Aha!
It seemed to be that I had myself a 2nd reader, and bonus bonus bonus.......!!!! A 2nd comment too!!!!
All of this achieved in only under 3 months!!! What more can I say??? Congrats my dear blog, you are growing well!! I'm proud of yah!!!
My goodness dang ding dong I'm so happy I wish I could put the picture when I was smiling while I'm brushing my teeth right down there!!!!!
See........ even I wrote the word 'progress' incorrectly....
And try counting how many '!'s inside this post !!!!!
Yeay!!!!
It seemed to be that I had myself a 2nd reader, and bonus bonus bonus.......!!!! A 2nd comment too!!!!
All of this achieved in only under 3 months!!! What more can I say??? Congrats my dear blog, you are growing well!! I'm proud of yah!!!
My goodness dang ding dong I'm so happy I wish I could put the picture when I was smiling while I'm brushing my teeth right down there!!!!!
See........ even I wrote the word 'progress' incorrectly....
And try counting how many '!'s inside this post !!!!!
Yeay!!!!
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Come Again
Yeeehaw!!!!
My ol' long lost inspiration made a comeback!!!
It ran away a few months ago due to too much attention by me o_O
Now.....let's crack the palms and unleash all the words (which have since been) sleeping in the cage more and more and more!!!
ps : Thanks a lot for the inspiration! A lot of my written stuff budded from that!!!!!!!!!
My ol' long lost inspiration made a comeback!!!
It ran away a few months ago due to too much attention by me o_O
Now.....let's crack the palms and unleash all the words (which have since been) sleeping in the cage more and more and more!!!
ps : Thanks a lot for the inspiration! A lot of my written stuff budded from that!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Knockout
Starting from now on, I pledge to myself, to the blog, and to the keyboard that :
" I will no longer write in this blog using long, sophisticated and tortuous words "
Because basically, no one reads this blog. And if there's no one reading this stupid nonsense and dull (dull dull) blog, all the words written in here will be fairly useless in the end.
See, even the quote I wrote neatly above wasn't going to be read by anyone.
And all the readers will not understand the subtle change in my writing style for the oncoming posts.
And later, I will be the victim of their whimsical acts of ingratiating queries.
There will be a possibility that I couldn't answer them all.
Those whom I could answer to : will be satisfied and kept reading this blog
Those whom I couldnt : indeed will put the stone on the hole to this blog and will not ever come again
Whatever it is, I'm losing my readers, all, if not some.
But....
Do I even have a ****** reader?
" I will no longer write in this blog using long, sophisticated and tortuous words "
Because basically, no one reads this blog. And if there's no one reading this stupid nonsense and dull (dull dull) blog, all the words written in here will be fairly useless in the end.
See, even the quote I wrote neatly above wasn't going to be read by anyone.
And all the readers will not understand the subtle change in my writing style for the oncoming posts.
And later, I will be the victim of their whimsical acts of ingratiating queries.
There will be a possibility that I couldn't answer them all.
Those whom I could answer to : will be satisfied and kept reading this blog
Those whom I couldnt : indeed will put the stone on the hole to this blog and will not ever come again
Whatever it is, I'm losing my readers, all, if not some.
But....
Do I even have a ****** reader?
Saturday, July 14, 2007
3rd Last Yellowhouse Session
Another Yellowhouse session in my list.
Apparently Ain, Syami, and Jaja had to attend the new MARA, JPA, Petronas, and Telekom scholars (come on...us Mara students again??? Where r the others what the heck). Since there are only me and Jannah (aka the leftovers) so, my group is kinda shorthanded today.
Lucky me, err I mean...us, that we have some volunteers, which is the Mara juniors, so I don't have much to worry for.
I was planning to do a scavenger hunt today. Asked Ain to help me out to put some stuff at the garden behind the cafeteria. Woo...the kids will be very excited bout this.
Dang dang dang a thousands of dangs
Only Qamarynna came, and 12 of them are not showing up! Wargh...
Whatever...so we proceeded with the picture-frame making activities. Overall, it went quite well. Everyone produced their own cards for Qama. Me and Jannah made a decent one as well (the best artwork I'd done so far). Ayu and Ain made a foldable picture frame. While Hani made a flowerish (or should I say, flowery?) one. Even Syami painted the 'prettiest' Mickey Mouse ever that sent me laughing my guts off.
In the last hour, we played the guess-everything-bout-me game. Qama went first, and Kak Ayu, and then Syami and lastly Jannah. We shared our good ol' laughs together.
That's all there is to it. I wish that all the kids would came. I miss them lotszzzz. And yeah I deliberately forget bout the scavenger hunt I planned b4. Ain-shi...please don't spill the beans!!!
Apparently Ain, Syami, and Jaja had to attend the new MARA, JPA, Petronas, and Telekom scholars (come on...us Mara students again??? Where r the others what the heck). Since there are only me and Jannah (aka the leftovers) so, my group is kinda shorthanded today.
Lucky me, err I mean...us, that we have some volunteers, which is the Mara juniors, so I don't have much to worry for.
I was planning to do a scavenger hunt today. Asked Ain to help me out to put some stuff at the garden behind the cafeteria. Woo...the kids will be very excited bout this.
Dang dang dang a thousands of dangs
Only Qamarynna came, and 12 of them are not showing up! Wargh...
Whatever...so we proceeded with the picture-frame making activities. Overall, it went quite well. Everyone produced their own cards for Qama. Me and Jannah made a decent one as well (the best artwork I'd done so far). Ayu and Ain made a foldable picture frame. While Hani made a flowerish (or should I say, flowery?) one. Even Syami painted the 'prettiest' Mickey Mouse ever that sent me laughing my guts off.
In the last hour, we played the guess-everything-bout-me game. Qama went first, and Kak Ayu, and then Syami and lastly Jannah. We shared our good ol' laughs together.
That's all there is to it. I wish that all the kids would came. I miss them lotszzzz. And yeah I deliberately forget bout the scavenger hunt I planned b4. Ain-shi...please don't spill the beans!!!
Thursday, July 12, 2007
I was kind of lazier now....
I mean...to update my blog....
Yeah...I see I didn't do much now....
Hmm...
Actually....
I what I was doing all the time is....
THINKING!!
Yeah rite....!
I was thinking....
Thinking bout this that thot thit thet.....
And how this that thot thit thet will turn out to become this thus thas thes thos....
And goes on they go....
And go........
Okay....to tell ya the truth....actually I should be writing something here....because earlier, I REALLY WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING !!!!
It is quite a big stuff to tell, but
Dang.....
I've forgotten all about what I should be writing here...
I'm blank
I mean...to update my blog....
Yeah...I see I didn't do much now....
Hmm...
Actually....
I what I was doing all the time is....
THINKING!!
Yeah rite....!
I was thinking....
Thinking bout this that thot thit thet.....
And how this that thot thit thet will turn out to become this thus thas thes thos....
And goes on they go....
And go........
Okay....to tell ya the truth....actually I should be writing something here....because earlier, I REALLY WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING !!!!
It is quite a big stuff to tell, but
Dang.....
I've forgotten all about what I should be writing here...
I'm blank
Monday, June 25, 2007
Wha?
It’s such a discomfortable prospect that there will be 128 MARA SCHOLAR STUDENTS COMING TO TAYLORS!!!!
Goodness gracious, comparing to the numbers we are now : 43
Do the math.
And they’re coming this 8th of July. It won’t be soon before long!!! *
* Title of the latest Maroon 5 album
Friday, June 22, 2007
Foootsalll
Today's footsal game was one of the best I ever played. We planned about this about two weeks ago, and I was really looking forward to this day.
This is the first (and maybe only) time all members of (the beloved) G2 class played footsal together (except for Atif, who was trapped by some unfortunate consequences which misled him to somewhere else).
We gathered around 3, and played half an hour later. We divided ourselves into 4 groups, which in turn will compete against each other in rounds.
Hilarious, exuberant, and delightful was a little bit of the words that I could say for this game. Everyone was having fun and had their time enjoying every second of it.
I would like to say some 'notable' players :
1) Ain : The goalkeeper. Probably a lousy and grumpy one. I could hardly keep myself from laughing for every scene involving her. She groused alot when we sneered at her lousiness >_<
2) Hidayah : The best screamer in town. Every time I passed her, she would greet me with her high-pitched scream. She sure do have a lot of stamina for that feat.
3) Azfar : Hahah. The goalkeeper with a kopiah. He looked cool and somewhat funny at times.
4) Hajar : The runner. I saw her running from one goal to another. Must be waiting to heat off her cold feet for a long time. Well...do Kelantanese girls have enormous stamina?
Well, others played good (and weirdly) as well. We ended our last 15 minutes with a Battle Royale. Where team 1&2 versus team 3&4.
It was chaotic!!!! There were too many people and everyone was like running and kicking without thinking much where it went to. I drained all of my energy in this round.
After the Battle Royale, we gathered at one spot and screamt : G2 FOREVERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
I was at the back, jumping up and down besides Ain
Then, we took class pictures in that court. I was at the front, lying flat, doing 'flaring' and 'promiscuous' poses. Wahaha...
Pictures and pictures and more pictures followed by. I was wet with sweat and took a quick shower.
We walked to the 3K complex and prayed Asar. We descended quickly to the A&W adjacent to the building. We ate together at the 2nd level until Maghrib.
After Maghrib, the birthday goers cut the cake prior to the birthday song. They received some presents from the committee, and then they took pictures together with their faces painted with the chocolate cake's cream :P. Auni looked like a 'Orang asli baru keluar dari hutan' <---- I laughed a lot about this!!!. Acis looked like a hybrid species of Pikachu, and Jannah was reminiscent of a crying doll. We were reminded of being too noisy, but heck, should we even care???
Around 8.30, we went for the exit, and walked forward. I thought that we are going to walk until we reach the condo, but we were heading for the Taylor's college instead (whose brilliant idea was that?)
Before reaching there, we faced some adrenaline rushes!!! We had to cross a few busy roads while dodging a lot of nasty and fast-moving cars in the night. It was like running away from being hit by the titanic meteor shower from the sky. It was downright scary, and yet very thrilling!!!!!
We rode the 9 pm bus, with me wiggling the towel-bound wet clothes on my right hand. That attracted a few weird glances from some people.
I went back to my room, prayed Isyak...and jumped straight on top of the bed.
What a day....!
This is the first (and maybe only) time all members of (the beloved) G2 class played footsal together (except for Atif, who was trapped by some unfortunate consequences which misled him to somewhere else).
We gathered around 3, and played half an hour later. We divided ourselves into 4 groups, which in turn will compete against each other in rounds.
Hilarious, exuberant, and delightful was a little bit of the words that I could say for this game. Everyone was having fun and had their time enjoying every second of it.
I would like to say some 'notable' players :
1) Ain : The goalkeeper. Probably a lousy and grumpy one. I could hardly keep myself from laughing for every scene involving her. She groused alot when we sneered at her lousiness >_<
2) Hidayah : The best screamer in town. Every time I passed her, she would greet me with her high-pitched scream. She sure do have a lot of stamina for that feat.
3) Azfar : Hahah. The goalkeeper with a kopiah. He looked cool and somewhat funny at times.
4) Hajar : The runner. I saw her running from one goal to another. Must be waiting to heat off her cold feet for a long time. Well...do Kelantanese girls have enormous stamina?
Well, others played good (and weirdly) as well. We ended our last 15 minutes with a Battle Royale. Where team 1&2 versus team 3&4.
It was chaotic!!!! There were too many people and everyone was like running and kicking without thinking much where it went to. I drained all of my energy in this round.
After the Battle Royale, we gathered at one spot and screamt : G2 FOREVERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
I was at the back, jumping up and down besides Ain
Then, we took class pictures in that court. I was at the front, lying flat, doing 'flaring' and 'promiscuous' poses. Wahaha...
Pictures and pictures and more pictures followed by. I was wet with sweat and took a quick shower.
We walked to the 3K complex and prayed Asar. We descended quickly to the A&W adjacent to the building. We ate together at the 2nd level until Maghrib.
After Maghrib, the birthday goers cut the cake prior to the birthday song. They received some presents from the committee, and then they took pictures together with their faces painted with the chocolate cake's cream :P. Auni looked like a 'Orang asli baru keluar dari hutan' <---- I laughed a lot about this!!!. Acis looked like a hybrid species of Pikachu, and Jannah was reminiscent of a crying doll. We were reminded of being too noisy, but heck, should we even care???
Around 8.30, we went for the exit, and walked forward. I thought that we are going to walk until we reach the condo, but we were heading for the Taylor's college instead (whose brilliant idea was that?)
Before reaching there, we faced some adrenaline rushes!!! We had to cross a few busy roads while dodging a lot of nasty and fast-moving cars in the night. It was like running away from being hit by the titanic meteor shower from the sky. It was downright scary, and yet very thrilling!!!!!
We rode the 9 pm bus, with me wiggling the towel-bound wet clothes on my right hand. That attracted a few weird glances from some people.
I went back to my room, prayed Isyak...and jumped straight on top of the bed.
What a day....!
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Okay...it's Saturday morning now and I'm sitting in front of one of the computers in the same ol' dull Taylor's library.
Yep....I'm back from K.Terengganu.
I departed from KT at 10 am, and arrived surprisingly at 3 minutes past 5 the next morning. I couldn't sleep much during the whole journey - no reason why. Actually I thought of resting for a while at Uncle Sham's house nearby (a stone's throw from the point where the bus arrived), but eventually I didn't.
Coz I've been thinking about library (this goddamn library) and my unfinished Chemistry SRT essay.
I was pelted by teeny tiny drawbacks due to the unreliability of my sources. I knew that my friends changed a little bit of their sources. But me, the stone-headed me kept every source I found (and ter'cilok') intact, without second or third revision of them.
I'm optimistic to most of my decisions made, but somehow I felt that this one is a big big big thumb-down. Sigh...
I can't do much though, as it was already too late, and I need to make the best of what I have right now. Hmm...speaking of making the best...I think I'm pretty 'good' at it.
Yep....I'm back from K.Terengganu.
I departed from KT at 10 am, and arrived surprisingly at 3 minutes past 5 the next morning. I couldn't sleep much during the whole journey - no reason why. Actually I thought of resting for a while at Uncle Sham's house nearby (a stone's throw from the point where the bus arrived), but eventually I didn't.
Coz I've been thinking about library (this goddamn library) and my unfinished Chemistry SRT essay.
I was pelted by teeny tiny drawbacks due to the unreliability of my sources. I knew that my friends changed a little bit of their sources. But me, the stone-headed me kept every source I found (and ter'cilok') intact, without second or third revision of them.
I'm optimistic to most of my decisions made, but somehow I felt that this one is a big big big thumb-down. Sigh...
I can't do much though, as it was already too late, and I need to make the best of what I have right now. Hmm...speaking of making the best...I think I'm pretty 'good' at it.
Friday, June 1, 2007
I have one more week before the last semester commences...yeah....
I did mention LAST...
So....I felt somehow uncanny how time swept so swiftly without having any perplexing differences in myself and the people I hang out with. I know I mentioned this a thousand times...but it is one phrase I don't mind mentioning over and over.
Because it is TRUE!!!!
It's time for me to pour in the oil to the gears in my brain...cause I need to start something now. One week wasted with nothing I could be proud of, and I don't feel like wasting another because I will regret about it later. Maybe muuuch later....
Regret...I'm sick and tired of it...
I did mention LAST...
So....I felt somehow uncanny how time swept so swiftly without having any perplexing differences in myself and the people I hang out with. I know I mentioned this a thousand times...but it is one phrase I don't mind mentioning over and over.
Because it is TRUE!!!!
It's time for me to pour in the oil to the gears in my brain...cause I need to start something now. One week wasted with nothing I could be proud of, and I don't feel like wasting another because I will regret about it later. Maybe muuuch later....
Regret...I'm sick and tired of it...
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
1st day of the break :
Sleep...
Sleep...
Awake....
Read something....
Eat....
Sleep...
And oh yeah that night I dreamt about riding a Bus alongside Borat...and then followed by me giving a speech in the New York Empire State Building something linked to poverty. Guess wat...I did poverty for my English Investigative Study....huhu....sure it was a dream!
Sleep...
Sleep...
Awake....
Read something....
Eat....
Sleep...
And oh yeah that night I dreamt about riding a Bus alongside Borat...and then followed by me giving a speech in the New York Empire State Building something linked to poverty. Guess wat...I did poverty for my English Investigative Study....huhu....sure it was a dream!
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Three days passed by. I felt much more tired and demotivated than before. I was deeply bothered by the slightest hint that I've worked hard for nothing these days. I've poured the fertilizers, but I don't see the signs that the fruits will come out.
Disappointed? Yeah...I am...all the time. I tried, yet I failed. I know I could always try again.
But will 'Time' allow me to get my 2nd chance?
Disappointed? Yeah...I am...all the time. I tried, yet I failed. I know I could always try again.
But will 'Time' allow me to get my 2nd chance?
Sunday, May 13, 2007
One of my friend was admitted to the hospital due to dengue fever. That horrid news stirred a distressing anxiety to me and the others.
She was admitted last Friday (12 May 2007). I heard that she fell sick while touring the Monash University Malaysia (Sunway).
Now she is recuperating in Subang Jaya Medical Centre. I believe most of my friends (especially girls) had visited her. I thought of doing the same but I don't think it's appropriate for the time being.
I sent my regards to her, and other than that I wish I could dedicate 'Keep Holding On' by Avril Lavigne to her.
She was admitted last Friday (12 May 2007). I heard that she fell sick while touring the Monash University Malaysia (Sunway).
Now she is recuperating in Subang Jaya Medical Centre. I believe most of my friends (especially girls) had visited her. I thought of doing the same but I don't think it's appropriate for the time being.
I sent my regards to her, and other than that I wish I could dedicate 'Keep Holding On' by Avril Lavigne to her.
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