Wonder What's Next

Digging some old holes

2009-11-25T08:44:00.000-08:00

But too bad, as of now i prefer tweeting than blogging...

http://twitter.com/azripunyer

who knows i'll come back

(with fresh ideas and stuff...)

I Don't Mind Repeating This Over and Over

2009-05-11T23:25:00.001-07:00

Everyday should be the Mother's Day.

Twitter

2009-04-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

I got myself Twitter-ed!

http://twitter.com/azripunyer

Feel free to be a follower =D

Politics

2009-02-08T23:26:00.000-08:00

Barisan takes over Perak govt
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/2/6/nation/20090206165429&sec=nation

I really wished that I would stay away from making political comments, but I couldn't because I was baffled beyond belief.

This sudden takeover would be an eye-opener not only to the Perakian people, but the Malaysian community as a whole. It is to be emphasised that it was not the outcome of the takeover that created the turmoil, but the process in achieving it.

How? A series of party-jumping where the finish line is to let the other side taking over the ruling government. Well, let's see how it all started and the events that succeeded it:

1) 25 Jan 09 - One UMNO assemblyman decided to join PKR

2) 26 Jan 09 - Two PKR assemblyman went 'missing'

*but they promised they won't join BN

3) 2 Feb 09 - One DAP assemblywoman went 'missing' as well

* also promised that she won't join BN

4) 4 Feb 09 - The PKR assemblymen and the DAP assemblywoman quit their parties and decided to support BN. The UMNO assemblyman who joined PKR decided to 'repent' and went back to his former party.

This cliffhanger was the first step in allowing the confusion, the bickering, the blame game and whatnot which is indeed, disgraceful. Finally, BN announced that they are ready for the takeover. New MB will be appointed while the former MB decided not to resign yet. Voila, this historical event marks the first time a state is ruled under two MBs. This is a good news...isn't it?

Come on people...this is really messed up. The UMNO assemblyman who joined PKR declared that he will not join his former party no matter what is going to happen. In the end, he betrayed his own words.

Prior to that, a few days after he joined PKR, there were loud uproars from the leaders to allow a law against party hopping. They promised that this law will be devised and implemented as soon as possible. But then after they received new support from the defected assemblymen, the promises faded into oblivion.

In the meantime, the two PKR assemblymen were accused of graft and being investigated by the BPR. The investigations began before they went 'missing'. Again, when they joined BN, these accusations and investigations were totally obliterated.

Anwar, who was the first to greet the defected UMNO assemblyman, was totally clueless when the assemblyman went back to his former party. He was speechless ever since. This angered a lot of Pakatan Rakyat leaders, especially DAP who blamed him for being hypocritical.

I'm no politician, and my knowledge about it is still shallow. If you ask me, I myself is not so sure where this leads to. But I sure know that when it involves the people's trusts and confidence, resigning from a party without giving up the parliamentary seat is not as simple as changing a baby's diapers. I wonder how would they stand the ignominy of betraying their own people.

What are they going to explain to the people who voted them? Why don't they change their party before the general election? Why only resign from the party but not the parliamentary seat as well?

This turmoil shouldn't be happening at all. Instead of bad-mouthing and subverting the leaders from the other party, they should sit together and discuss on solving matters of higher importance, which is obviously the war in Gaza. Malaysia was the OIC and NAM chairman. Therefore we should have a clear stand against the war in Gaza. But what the heck are they doing right now? Arguing over which party should rule a state, which they already have the other states in Malaysia. Seriously, does it really matter?

This is why I really despise Malaysian political scene. It is plain silly, immature, and at times, atrocious.

Don't Worry

2009-01-26T07:44:00.000-08:00

It's just an unusually long hiatus

Kewl !!!

2009-01-11T08:44:00.000-08:00

I just found out that the word 'agreeance' actually does exist!

Hmm....what about the word proprietability or froozler ?!?!! :D

2008-11-14T04:07:00.000-08:00

I saw a movie where the last and the strongest bad-ass guy told the heroes the only way to kill him. The good guys have no clue whatsoever prior to that. Finally, the bad guy died in utmost regret about 20 seconds after that.

Err...must be sucks to be the script writer.

Urgh...

2008-09-23T17:13:00.000-07:00

There's a skeleton model in my anatomy lab and it's named after me.

w00t !!!

I wonder if a situation like this would happen :

"John, can you show me where is Azri's pubic symphysis?"

Huh

2008-07-09T07:56:00.000-07:00

Now this is something....

At first I was quite surprised that some outsider would send a personal e-mail to me (is that sweet or what?)

Then after reading the whole story, now there are a few questions circling on my mind right now like :

1) Saw my profile? Wait...I know sometimes I just mindlessly register on god-knows-what social networking websites. So, I wonder where this woman saw me....

2) Relocate to this country? Why ask me...I'm not the ambassador

3) Be your guardian? Oh no...I can't even cook. Furthermore she is 17 years older than me.

4) Give directions to this country? Use Google Maps lahhhhhhhhh

And the ultimate question was...is this a spam? At first glance, it doesn't sound too spammy to me. It's very plain and straightforward and it's obviously like a person who needs a friend who can help her.

So I decided to Google it.

What did I found out?

Not telling ya. Go Google it yourself.

A Song

2008-06-16T23:39:00.000-07:00

I wish I have the chance to listen to this song before I die :

'Tak mungkin accident!" sung by Prebet Sapu and the Bus Drivers

Bad Day

2008-06-13T05:34:00.000-07:00

It's Friday the 13th

And I had the news that the girl I liked already had someone else in mind

After I waited for 2 years seeking the answer...

ps : but it doesn't mean I believe in all this 'Friday the 13th' nonsense

w0000t

2008-06-11T22:03:00.000-07:00

Scorn to ye who introduced me to such a powerful weapon of mass brain destruction!

MAKE CLICK!

w00t

2008-06-06T23:08:00.000-07:00

Fuel price hike!

Food price skyrocketing!

Global warming!

Natural disasters!

Politics!

War!

If some alien from Mars are watching us right now, they might think that we humans are living in a circus.

Fin

2008-05-30T00:45:00.000-07:00

My PCL days are finally over...aii...

Now OSCE is knocking at the door, and semester exam is on its way home.

ps : And I don't mean the book that I'm still reading....

Reading

2008-05-28T01:14:00.000-07:00

I'm reading a book.

Don't bug me yet la....

Bitten

2008-02-12T07:25:00.000-08:00

Aaaaaaa

Ya' know, I've been having this itchy-witchy feeling on my crotch starting from last week.

And...uh huh....ya guessed it right. Scratching it was onehelluva good sensation.

And...the itchiness went more intense and that urged me to....SCRATCH like a tiger...MEOW!!! Oh yeah!

Until yesterday I noticed that there were redness on my lo....err...the picture tells everything.

It's a fungal infection!

ps: lucky it's not the Lyme disease! (Yikes!)

ps : sorry for the obscenity >_<

Sharlinie : Putting In My Two Cents' Worth

2008-01-15T10:31:00.001-08:00

Only about 4 months ago, our country was edged off the rocks with one of the most sadistic child murder ever happened in history. The tremors have not simmered with the killer(s) is still on the loose, and yet another helpless girl was missing, much reliving the horror of every parents with children under their arms.

I understand, that children are very vulnerable and easily become the prey of predators, especially when they are alone or not under the observation of adults. It’s very disheartening to see that cases of child abuses often happens. Past records tells that they will go missing, and a few days after doing massive searches, they are found dead ; in the lakes, rivers, bushes, and many disgraceful places which are far from the eyes of the public.

When I was a child, maybe around 7 or 8 years old, I remembered clearly about a case of a chinese boy who was kidnapped when he was waiting for his father to fetch him up. He was reportedly to be persuaded by an unknown man to follow him into a car, and drove the innocent child into obscurity. He was seen by his fellow schoolmates, and they all believed that the man was his father. I’m not very sure about the boy’s fate until now, but in my personal opinion, he never returned. After listening to the news, I was scared. Very scared. I sat down alone on the floor and faces the wall. I thought a lot of things at that time.

If I was the one who was kidnapped, will my parents come to rescue me fast enough before my hands were tugged away from their grasp? If I was the one who was kidnapped, how long will the kidnappers allow me to stay alive? Are they going to torture me to death? I cried a few minutes after that.

I bet most of us have forgotten about Allahyarhamah Nurul Huda Abdul Ghani, aged 10 years old. She was missing at first, but found dead a few days later. Autopsy revealed that she was raped then killed. 3 rapists were caught, and they were actually security guards! The news took the country by a storm at that moment. Then there were a lot of hoo haa by parents outraged by the security guards whom they put their trust to provide them security from criminals. I myself was disgusted that these animals work as security guards, while they themselves broke the safetiness of the public. A lot of similar cases occurred prior to the death of Nurul Huda. Nur Shuhada, 6 years old, found dead in the water tank located at the top floor of her family’s apartment half naked with bruises all over her body. Siti Syazwani, 9 years old, found dead about 100 metres away from her home, believed to be raped and killed while walking home from an Al-Quran recitation class.

I don’t think that such cases as Nurin Jazlin and Sharlinie would occur once in every few months. There must be a lot of other children went missing but unfortunate enough to gain the spotlights of the mass media. I’m wondering why Madeleine McCann is the only missing child who gained worldwide attention while thousands other are not treated in the same way? Why only her? Does this means that the media in our country also practices double standard?

Whenever I stumbled upon this sort of news, this particular thought always crosses my mind ; Malaysia is not a safe country anymore? Is this the country that we are so proud of living in? The country that we are born in? The country that we stood with our own two feet on its grounds?

The rapes, the murders, killings, thefts. We see them everyday. If you leaf through the pages of the newspapers, I believe that there will be at least one full page to fit these sort of news in each of the issue. Probably after reading a news of a woman get slashed by a gang of thieves, we would shout “Oh my god!”. The next day, we wouldn’t even remember why the woman was featured in yesterday’s news.

Anybody realized that what they’re saying are just empty words that lead us to nowhere except running in a vicious circle? After the horrible death of Nurin Jazlin, there were various suggestions that a child safety network should be implemented as soon as possible to avoid any similar cases from happening again. Good. I can see the willingness of the public to conserve the faith and belief in our mind that crimes should be prevented. Too bad, about 4 months after a lot of talking and talking, another girl suffered the same fate as Nurin. What happened then? Rushes of panicky people here and there, surprised and unprepared for another case while the former is yet unresolved. It’s either they don’t have enough time or they’re just ‘hangat-hangat tahi ayam’.

These issues are so pervasive that our conscious heart have taken it for granted. Sympathies are slowly consumed by apathies, fortified by our own selfishness. It is a disease that most of us didn’t realize, most probably never. WE need to ponder about it seriously.

Where Is Sharlinie?

2008-01-14T09:21:00.000-08:00

This child went missing on 9th of January 2008. We, as compassionate Malaysians should pray for her total safety and hope that she will return to her family's embrace once again.

2007-12-15T08:40:00.000-08:00

Posted a new short story.

CLICK HERE

Reflections part 1

2007-11-26T08:15:00.000-08:00

Isn't it usual, when a group of of people become friends, when the time comes for them to walk their own path, at least they wanted to spend their time together, celebrating the friendship bonded between them.

I'm talking about the exams...

Yes, I was really looking forward to spend my time together with my friends, after the hard work we'd been studying together, and along the process we played, joked and went on our usual ways which makes each one of us special and easily remembered.

I planned a lot of things even before the exam ended.

Watching movies, work our own way to the endings of a few video games, 'TV episodes' marathon, futsal, dota, and most importantly, eat eat eat together.

Nonetheless, everything depends on god's will...

After the exams, I missed the trip to Port Dickson. That was a hard blow.

I couldn't go there because my uncles and aunts are going to Mekah for pilgrimage. What can I do, since family is more important than friends...

Everything went awry from there on. I had to leave a day after they came from PD. And some of them are leaving earlier, and I'm not going to attend the Corroboree.

I don't have much time left...

To cut things short :

* Kay, his FarCry game has yet to reach its end.
* Then, the Prison Break marathon with Zahin, only went as far as the fifth episode.
* Botbot, I wanted to copy a piece of your humongous anime collection, but time was too restricting.
* Syami, what happened to our Sakaki Makio? We haven't yet known whether he will graduate or not.
* Acis and Frendy, sorry we couldn't nuclear bomb everyone in Civilization 4 game as we arranged earlier.
* Although it's kinda rare to see the likes of Epul nowadays, we haven't yet sat side by side watching a WWE pay-per-view and guess who'll win the heavyweight championship.
* Heck, I even downloaded a lot (and I mean it) of horror movies to watch with Radhzlan, but where is he when I need him?
* Syed, sorry for I forgotten to burn the Virtua Tennis 3 cd and I even left u wondering how the heck I could download a movie without using torrent.
* I also had something very cool to show to Atif, but yet he left so early I didn't even notice it.
* Az, I thought of bringing my gamepad and show my skills in a football match in Winning Eleven.

My god....there were waaaayy too many misses...

I wouldn't want this to happen, but, I still had a chance for futsal with some (although I really hoped that everyone would come) of the regulars. It's fun, and this probably will be one of the few important things that I would remember for a long time. Then I received a gift from a friend, and some o' the boys accompanied me getting off from Ridzuan. I was really glad for that. To be the very least, I won't feel that lonely.

It's not easy to handle disappointments. Especially when one comes after another. It's like falling from a stairs, where you will receive one hit on each step. In the end, you will feel pain all over your body.

And, now I understand why people always say that...time is precious.

Jump

2007-09-21T11:08:00.000-07:00

When you are walking, then you came by a gap in front of you

What would you do?

Jump across, of course.

But.......
Sometimes you have to turn around
Because,
If you jump,
You may not stop walking and lose your way back....

Additionally Less

2007-09-15T17:51:00.000-07:00

There are times in my life that I could sense that something is declining, especially in numbers.

Take this analogy for example :

If we have only 10 balls, but for a full-length tennis tournament to run properly, we probably need more than that, let's say 500 balls at the very least.

So....what should we do?

Buy a hefty lots and lots and lots of tennis balls!!! And then pool it together, so it will reach the minimum number required.

Let's say, you don't know how much balls you bought, and you only want 500 balls in the basket so you can save the rest for later games.

In the basket, there are only 10 balls. If you add one more tennis ball into the basket, the total will be 11. When you add another, it will become 12 and so on. And as you are adding the balls, you're counting one by one.

At the end of the day, when you're confident that you've put in 490 balls, you count it back to make sure that the total is 500.

But, when counted, it seemed to be that the total is not 500 as needed.

Why is that?
Isn't it perplexing?

Maybe you lost count when you're adding the balls.
Or maybe you're adding 500 more balls instead of 490.
When recounting, perhaps you missed one or two.
Or even some balls may not fall into the basket as you're putting them in.

Probably it's just a weakness of us humans.

When we're adding something one by one, as they total up to a large amount, we tend to miss some of them out from our limited sight.

Then, the numbers decline unnoticed, until it is already too late for everything to revert back to normal.

Yea...until it's too late for everything

2007-09-05T11:07:00.000-07:00

Do you know?

Being a blogger is tough.

Yeah...a blogger like me, I would say.

Because a blogger are ALWAYS expected to put on something fresh and new everytime he is writing up a new blog post. EVERY SINGLE TIME...!

I don't really know how to emphasize this but, this sort of high expectations will make the blogger really sick, and disgusted.

I mean, sick and disgusted of his own posts, becausehe will realize that the posts are already written by other bloggers.

And probably he would feel sick and disgusted of himself too, for being such a dork since he couldn't come up with any new ideas.

Then, he will feel very sick and disgusted about his own blog, and later, will become the victim of unfathomable hatred towards this whole blogging concept.

Being a blogger is such a hassle. Isn't it? Would you think the same way as I am?

NOT!!!!

You're just a friggin reader. Not more than that. So stop complaining.

ps : but i never said to stop commenting

See..?

2007-08-28T07:46:00.000-07:00

One evening, while I was sitting on a bench, a boy walked past me and said :

"Hey bro, I hate your face...it's like a chocolate chip cookie smashed up by a mallet..."

He smirked, waiting to see my angry face, wanting to have a taste of a quick victory.

I stared at him. A cold, silent stare.

"Aha!" I said. Then I rummaged for something in my left pocket.

"What....you want to call your mummy? Huh?" Grinning wider, and evil too.

I pulled that thing out, slowly, and I put it on my face.

"How do you like it now...huh?" I said, putting on myself a low grin.

He rushed away, seemed to be strung out badly.

Actually,
I put on a Darth Vader mask, while mimicking the famous quote :

" You underestimate the power of the Dark Side! "

I won.

Proggers

2007-08-01T11:22:00.000-07:00

Aha!

It seemed to be that I had myself a 2nd reader, and bonus bonus bonus.......!!!! A 2nd comment too!!!!

All of this achieved in only under 3 months!!! What more can I say??? Congrats my dear blog, you are growing well!! I'm proud of yah!!!

My goodness dang ding dong I'm so happy I wish I could put the picture when I was smiling while I'm brushing my teeth right down there!!!!!

See........ even I wrote the word 'progress' incorrectly....
And try counting how many '!'s inside this post !!!!!

Yeay!!!!

Come Again

2007-07-31T14:27:00.000-07:00

Yeeehaw!!!!

My ol' long lost inspiration made a comeback!!!

It ran away a few months ago due to too much attention by me o_O

Now.....let's crack the palms and unleash all the words (which have since been) sleeping in the cage more and more and more!!!

ps : Thanks a lot for the inspiration! A lot of my written stuff budded from that!!!!!!!!!

Knockout

2007-07-26T07:35:00.000-07:00

Starting from now on, I pledge to myself, to the blog, and to the keyboard that :

" I will no longer write in this blog using long, sophisticated and tortuous words "

Because basically, no one reads this blog. And if there's no one reading this stupid nonsense and dull (dull dull) blog, all the words written in here will be fairly useless in the end.

See, even the quote I wrote neatly above wasn't going to be read by anyone.

And all the readers will not understand the subtle change in my writing style for the oncoming posts.

And later, I will be the victim of their whimsical acts of ingratiating queries.

There will be a possibility that I couldn't answer them all.

Those whom I could answer to : will be satisfied and kept reading this blog

Those whom I couldnt : indeed will put the stone on the hole to this blog and will not ever come again

Whatever it is, I'm losing my readers, all, if not some.

But....

Do I even have a ****** reader?

3rd Last Yellowhouse Session

2007-07-14T02:59:00.000-07:00

Another Yellowhouse session in my list.

Apparently Ain, Syami, and Jaja had to attend the new MARA, JPA, Petronas, and Telekom scholars (come on...us Mara students again??? Where r the others what the heck). Since there are only me and Jannah (aka the leftovers) so, my group is kinda shorthanded today.

Lucky me, err I mean...us, that we have some volunteers, which is the Mara juniors, so I don't have much to worry for.

I was planning to do a scavenger hunt today. Asked Ain to help me out to put some stuff at the garden behind the cafeteria. Woo...the kids will be very excited bout this.

Dang dang dang a thousands of dangs

Only Qamarynna came, and 12 of them are not showing up! Wargh...

Whatever...so we proceeded with the picture-frame making activities. Overall, it went quite well. Everyone produced their own cards for Qama. Me and Jannah made a decent one as well (the best artwork I'd done so far). Ayu and Ain made a foldable picture frame. While Hani made a flowerish (or should I say, flowery?) one. Even Syami painted the 'prettiest' Mickey Mouse ever that sent me laughing my guts off.

In the last hour, we played the guess-everything-bout-me game. Qama went first, and Kak Ayu, and then Syami and lastly Jannah. We shared our good ol' laughs together.

That's all there is to it. I wish that all the kids would came. I miss them lotszzzz. And yeah I deliberately forget bout the scavenger hunt I planned b4. Ain-shi...please don't spill the beans!!!

2007-07-12T14:07:00.000-07:00

I was kind of lazier now....

I mean...to update my blog....

Yeah...I see I didn't do much now....

Hmm...

Actually....

I what I was doing all the time is....

THINKING!!

Yeah rite....!

I was thinking....

Thinking bout this that thot thit thet.....

And how this that thot thit thet will turn out to become this thus thas thes thos....

And goes on they go....

And go........

Okay....to tell ya the truth....actually I should be writing something here....because earlier, I REALLY WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING !!!!

It is quite a big stuff to tell, but

Dang.....

I've forgotten all about what I should be writing here...

I'm blank

Wha?

2007-06-25T09:03:00.001-07:00

It’s such a discomfortable prospect that there will be 128 MARA SCHOLAR STUDENTS COMING TO TAYLORS!!!!

Goodness gracious, comparing to the numbers we are now : 43

Do the math.

And they’re coming this 8^th of July. It won’t be soon before long!!! *

* Title of the latest Maroon 5 album

Foootsalll

2007-06-22T19:45:00.000-07:00

Today's footsal game was one of the best I ever played. We planned about this about two weeks ago, and I was really looking forward to this day.

This is the first (and maybe only) time all members of (the beloved) G2 class played footsal together (except for Atif, who was trapped by some unfortunate consequences which misled him to somewhere else).

We gathered around 3, and played half an hour later. We divided ourselves into 4 groups, which in turn will compete against each other in rounds.

Hilarious, exuberant, and delightful was a little bit of the words that I could say for this game. Everyone was having fun and had their time enjoying every second of it.

I would like to say some 'notable' players :

1) Ain : The goalkeeper. Probably a lousy and grumpy one. I could hardly keep myself from laughing for every scene involving her. She groused alot when we sneered at her lousiness >_<

2) Hidayah : The best screamer in town. Every time I passed her, she would greet me with her high-pitched scream. She sure do have a lot of stamina for that feat.

3) Azfar : Hahah. The goalkeeper with a kopiah. He looked cool and somewhat funny at times.

4) Hajar : The runner. I saw her running from one goal to another. Must be waiting to heat off her cold feet for a long time. Well...do Kelantanese girls have enormous stamina?

Well, others played good (and weirdly) as well. We ended our last 15 minutes with a Battle Royale. Where team 1&2 versus team 3&4.

It was chaotic!!!! There were too many people and everyone was like running and kicking without thinking much where it went to. I drained all of my energy in this round.

After the Battle Royale, we gathered at one spot and screamt : G2 FOREVERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
I was at the back, jumping up and down besides Ain

Then, we took class pictures in that court. I was at the front, lying flat, doing 'flaring' and 'promiscuous' poses. Wahaha...

Pictures and pictures and more pictures followed by. I was wet with sweat and took a quick shower.

We walked to the 3K complex and prayed Asar. We descended quickly to the A&W adjacent to the building. We ate together at the 2nd level until Maghrib.

After Maghrib, the birthday goers cut the cake prior to the birthday song. They received some presents from the committee, and then they took pictures together with their faces painted with the chocolate cake's cream :P. Auni looked like a 'Orang asli baru keluar dari hutan' <---- I laughed a lot about this!!!. Acis looked like a hybrid species of Pikachu, and Jannah was reminiscent of a crying doll. We were reminded of being too noisy, but heck, should we even care???

Around 8.30, we went for the exit, and walked forward. I thought that we are going to walk until we reach the condo, but we were heading for the Taylor's college instead (whose brilliant idea was that?)

Before reaching there, we faced some adrenaline rushes!!! We had to cross a few busy roads while dodging a lot of nasty and fast-moving cars in the night. It was like running away from being hit by the titanic meteor shower from the sky. It was downright scary, and yet very thrilling!!!!!

We rode the 9 pm bus, with me wiggling the towel-bound wet clothes on my right hand. That attracted a few weird glances from some people.

I went back to my room, prayed Isyak...and jumped straight on top of the bed.

What a day....!

2007-06-09T19:35:00.000-07:00

Okay...it's Saturday morning now and I'm sitting in front of one of the computers in the same ol' dull Taylor's library.

Yep....I'm back from K.Terengganu.

I departed from KT at 10 am, and arrived surprisingly at 3 minutes past 5 the next morning. I couldn't sleep much during the whole journey - no reason why. Actually I thought of resting for a while at Uncle Sham's house nearby (a stone's throw from the point where the bus arrived), but eventually I didn't.

Coz I've been thinking about library (this goddamn library) and my unfinished Chemistry SRT essay.

I was pelted by teeny tiny drawbacks due to the unreliability of my sources. I knew that my friends changed a little bit of their sources. But me, the stone-headed me kept every source I found (and ter'cilok') intact, without second or third revision of them.

I'm optimistic to most of my decisions made, but somehow I felt that this one is a big big big thumb-down. Sigh...

I can't do much though, as it was already too late, and I need to make the best of what I have right now. Hmm...speaking of making the best...I think I'm pretty 'good' at it.

2007-06-01T17:43:00.000-07:00

I have one more week before the last semester commences...yeah....

I did mention LAST...

So....I felt somehow uncanny how time swept so swiftly without having any perplexing differences in myself and the people I hang out with. I know I mentioned this a thousand times...but it is one phrase I don't mind mentioning over and over.

Because it is TRUE!!!!

It's time for me to pour in the oil to the gears in my brain...cause I need to start something now. One week wasted with nothing I could be proud of, and I don't feel like wasting another because I will regret about it later. Maybe muuuch later....

Regret...I'm sick and tired of it...

2007-05-29T06:29:00.000-07:00

Yay....i managed to finish a 192 page book in 3 days...

2007-05-29T05:47:00.000-07:00

Kyaaaaaa

My mom asked me to cut my hair....

Sob sob sob...I love my hair. I wish it could be a bit longer before I make it down shorter....wargh

2007-05-27T05:33:00.000-07:00

1st day of the break :

Sleep...

Sleep...

Awake....

Read something....

Eat....

Sleep...

And oh yeah that night I dreamt about riding a Bus alongside Borat...and then followed by me giving a speech in the New York Empire State Building something linked to poverty. Guess wat...I did poverty for my English Investigative Study....huhu....sure it was a dream!

2007-05-16T08:50:00.000-07:00

Three days passed by. I felt much more tired and demotivated than before. I was deeply bothered by the slightest hint that I've worked hard for nothing these days. I've poured the fertilizers, but I don't see the signs that the fruits will come out.

Disappointed? Yeah...I am...all the time. I tried, yet I failed. I know I could always try again.

But will 'Time' allow me to get my 2nd chance?

2007-05-13T05:55:00.000-07:00

The midyear exam is another 8 days away from now.

And I don't think I did enough.

I despise half of myself for being such a slow, sluggish, snail-like dork.

2007-05-13T05:41:00.000-07:00

One of my friend was admitted to the hospital due to dengue fever. That horrid news stirred a distressing anxiety to me and the others.

She was admitted last Friday (12 May 2007). I heard that she fell sick while touring the Monash University Malaysia (Sunway).

Now she is recuperating in Subang Jaya Medical Centre. I believe most of my friends (especially girls) had visited her. I thought of doing the same but I don't think it's appropriate for the time being.

I sent my regards to her, and other than that I wish I could dedicate 'Keep Holding On' by Avril Lavigne to her.